一开始的不清楚,是摸不着混浊的心. 接着就会害怕然后逃避..
所以已拥有的,还没得到的,也会失去. 反反复复犯了一样的过错,卷入了感情汹涌的漩涡.


谁来指导我?

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Used to be.

Hello. I'm currently in Ching's(my cousin) house freeloading. She's out partying and not coming back till the next morning, left me alone at home happy playing with her laggy computer and watch Malcolm in the Middle.

I've been thinking my old days when I'm watching this series. I remembered how I bullied my brother, fake cry and get busted. My parents pampered me a lot last time and spoiled me. So, after Form 5, they decided to throw me at KL alone for my study because there's nothing else they can do to me. At first they will call me like alternative days, and now, sometimes they forgot about me.

Like how? Like when I was back Penang for semester break last time, they went out to dinner without me ( I was taking a nap in my room and to be forgotten) then luckily my brother realized. I love you brother.

Ok back to the topic, being a spoiled brat,punishments are NOTHING to me.I've been grounded in room, toilet, storeroom, car wtf and I'll still keep repeating the same mistakes again and again. Taking away my pocket money isn't helping either because it will ended up either I blackmailed/lied/snatched/stole from my brother whenever I wanted to be rich for a few minutes before my brother started to cry/yell/scream for my mother. My mom used to tell me that she feel like throwing me away last time wtf.

Anyway, that was LAST TIME. I'm different now. OK, a bit.

Huiyoh, anyway I'll continue rotting and watching my MITM. =)

Happy Holidays!

2 sketches:

eleen said...

LOL rin i will leave u in Sunway Pyramid toilet when we go shopping

anyway


WHERE ARE U NOW!!!!!!
I AM SO BORING IN PENANG LA
SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!

eleen said...

LOL rin i will leave u in Sunway Pyramid toilet when we go shopping

anyway


WHERE ARE U NOW!!!!!!
I AM SO BORING IN PENANG LA
SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!