一开始的不清楚,是摸不着混浊的心. 接着就会害怕然后逃避..
所以已拥有的,还没得到的,也会失去. 反反复复犯了一样的过错,卷入了感情汹涌的漩涡.


谁来指导我?

Friday, August 29, 2008

The Cyn-ness

(1/9/2008)

Dear Cyn,

This is my public love letter for you wtf. Anyway, you already know I love you a lot, you love me back too, and we love each other. =D *the no skillness of writing love letter* It's been so long since we really have a good chat face to face and I just want to tell you that I still love you wtf.

We've accidentally know each other and accidentally become lesbian lovers bff. Anyway, I've always hated you before I know you because you are prettier than me love you since I met you. You are always so sweet and doing little things that cheered me up everytime we met. I remembered how we backstab other people chat on the phone and laughed and shrieked like mad people. Never yelled at me when I bullied your dog, and also slept on your bed like it's mine.

You melt my heart when you invited me for your birthday dinner with your FAMILY, although we only know each other for not a very long time. I " gin gah jiong " (met the elders) already LOL.

OK I think I've finished this love letter. Take care darling~ <33 style="text-align: center;">
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA~

MUACKZ MUACKZ

Nah you can see how much I love you already, use PINK colour in my blog. Happy birthday dear, I hereby wish all your dreams come true. AND MISS ME AND LOVE ME.



Your Lesbo,
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P/S: Javy, Jolynn, Phoebe, Migu, Eleen, Eileen, Vic and other secret lovers whom your name is too precious to be mention, MAI JEALOUS. wait for your turns. DUN LUAN.

Is back and gone case again!

The tickets to Penang had all sold out T_________________T So I can't go back.

I've been staying at Ching's house until Tuesday, and from Wednesday I stayed at Waiz's place until Friday, then Ho Yen's place till Saturday, then Ching's place until Sunday, then another aunt's house at Puchong until Vicky is back.

Happy Parasite-ing.

Will be watching the fireworks for Merdeka at Ching's place this Saturday, then I got myself a one-day-job at Saturday too for inter-college Dodge ball and Cheerleading competition. Will blog about it if it's interesting.

Since I might living without internet for a few days,



(31/8/2008)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS ANDREA!!

The Crazy-Go-Lucky girl lol. She's one of the girl that I envy a lot, badan ada, muka ada, superboyfriend ada, superfamily ada. YA ALLLAHHHHH~

I beh shiok you already. So I'm not going to wish you happy birthday!
MUACCCCCCCCCKKKZZZZZZZZ <3333


Saturday, August 23, 2008

Used to be.

Hello. I'm currently in Ching's(my cousin) house freeloading. She's out partying and not coming back till the next morning, left me alone at home happy playing with her laggy computer and watch Malcolm in the Middle.

I've been thinking my old days when I'm watching this series. I remembered how I bullied my brother, fake cry and get busted. My parents pampered me a lot last time and spoiled me. So, after Form 5, they decided to throw me at KL alone for my study because there's nothing else they can do to me. At first they will call me like alternative days, and now, sometimes they forgot about me.

Like how? Like when I was back Penang for semester break last time, they went out to dinner without me ( I was taking a nap in my room and to be forgotten) then luckily my brother realized. I love you brother.

Ok back to the topic, being a spoiled brat,punishments are NOTHING to me.I've been grounded in room, toilet, storeroom, car wtf and I'll still keep repeating the same mistakes again and again. Taking away my pocket money isn't helping either because it will ended up either I blackmailed/lied/snatched/stole from my brother whenever I wanted to be rich for a few minutes before my brother started to cry/yell/scream for my mother. My mom used to tell me that she feel like throwing me away last time wtf.

Anyway, that was LAST TIME. I'm different now. OK, a bit.

Huiyoh, anyway I'll continue rotting and watching my MITM. =)

Happy Holidays!

Sunday, August 17, 2008

GG

I've went for movie with Prince and Jason. WALL-E is so super cute and I'm now keep humming the tune in Wall-E to irritate people.

After that we went to watch the badminton match. Lee Chong Wei got silver for Malaysia =)

Although I was cheering and sweating for Malaysia, but I keep look at Lin Dan's body LOL. Look at his arms, so sexy <3. OHHH WTF I'm the pembelot negara.

And Prince said that she like Lin Dan because he got no bulu ketiak wtf. What's wrong with armpit's hair. Got hair only man ma LOL. But his body is nice. HEHEHEHE.

Yo <3 muscular sexahness hensem.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

My Favourite Computer Game of All-Time

This post is written for Nuffnang World Cyber Games Blog Contest.

I've played so many games since I know how to play games. Yo, it's not like girls can't play games. I've been addicted to online games and all RPGs and Strategies few years back. By addicted, I can play for about 20 hours a day. Sleep 4 hours. Then play.

And before I get to play online games, I love to play this.

The Sims.


The Sims is a strategic life simulation game. You can build your own house, family and control their life MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA. Let me tell you what I did in the game.

- Build a house nearby a cemetery, then order my Sims to go near the cemetery where ghosts fly here and there. And when my Sims saw the ghost they will be freaked out and run all over the place wtf.


Nah, Ghosts wtf.


- Build a swimming pool, order my Sims to swim. And then delete the ladder which my Sims need to get out of the pool. They will die and floated in the surface of pool after exhausted and turned into a ghost. SWIM TILL DIE BABEH.

- Order my Sims to cook without learning any recipe, and when they cause fire in the kitchen, I'll build walls or delete the doors to remove all exits, and BURN SIMS, BURN. OH YEAH.

- Get my husband Sims to kiss another chick in front of the wife and laughed as he get slapped.

- When my female Sims showers I will use some cheat code to drag another male Sims forcefully in the bathroom and watch the female Sims shrieked in horror when she saw him.

- Build a toilet bowl in the kitchen wtf because Sims need to go to the toilet after drinking Espresso.

- Make my Sims hold their toilet urge and pee-ed on the floor LOL. I'm so evil.

- Make a family and named them after the peoples I hate and torture them LOL.



LOL wtf wonderful love life.


Ok after this post everybody will know how sadist am I omg. *Tsuk* Don't tell me you never play Zoo Tycoon and drown all your animals or let the lions out to attack the visitors lorh?!
Or play Sims City and after making your own empire and make an alien come out and destroy everything wtf. Ok la maybe only me.

After I begged my mom to fix a broadband line for "STUDIES" when I was in Form 3, I was crazily addicted with Ragnarok Online. To the extend that I rather print my butt in front of the computer whole day instead of going out with friends and all, for the whole year. And during school hours, I'll discuss where to level up our characters with Phoebe and Javy wtf. And we sneaked out in the middle of the night just to play RO. Instead of copying notes given by the teachers, we will write down some names to name our new characters and hold a meeting to vote for the best wtf. Even Jo Lynn and Cynthia fed up with my gaming lifestyle before.

*Stole from Bee*
We made too much noises in town and get banned from chatting wtf.




I got a freak lvl99 baby acolyte. First in Penril server last time.




My First Family =)
*Alexis Mommy is now married and have a cute baby girl*




My current family.
MT papa. Me. Mama Loo.
*We are now good friends in real life and I always go their house parasite wtf*




A bunch of hamsap lou LOL.



Hearts.


PK Server. I'm the Wiz. LOL.
*Stole this pic from ShinYing*




Guildmates =)




Look at the Orc Face wtf.


Most of the gamer friends in RO are now my current real life friends. Some of them had graduated from Uni, went overseas, married and even had kids. No matter where you guys are, I'm really glad that I've met you all before. Hugs.


*Sims Photos are grabbed one the net.I've lost all my screen shots when my computer boomed*

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Curled

I've re-dyed and curled my hairrrrrrrrrrrr!!!


LOL HI CURL!!!!

Anyway, was hanging out with Phoebe and my cousin, Ching at Queensbay Mall. And we are soOOoOOOoOoO bored that we decided to go Nichii and tried out some clothes which we thought we will be ugly in it.



Kua China Prostitute Girls wtf.

The fuglyness. WHY BEE LOOKED SO CUTE?! knn.




Really miss my girls but they are all busy with their own stuffs. Hope to hang out with them next trip =)

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Nuffnang Gift Ideas Contest

Migu helped me a lot this semester either on my works or be my maid to clean my room.

I’ve thinking of return the favors by buying her stuffs or treat her a very good meal. Too bad the bestfriend me is a poor person who eats her food instead of buying for her.


I’ve told Migu if I’ve become rich someday, I’ll treat her Shogun for tea-time treats wtf. Like spent about rm60+ and walked in the restaurant just to eat a piece of sushi. Yes I know, hit me larh!


Anyway I’m not rich and can’t really do that. Nuffnang had this Buy your Fellow Nuffnanger a Gift contest where Nuffnangers stand a chance to win RealMart e-vouchers to experience an online shopping. And the way is to blog in the most creative way.


And this is what I’m going to present to her.

16GB black Ipod Touch

WHY?


Migu loves hot dudes as much as I am. So, she will be happy “trapping” and “manipulate” hot singers or her favorite videos in it. Some more can “touch”.


If wan see hot dude make same action again like erm…


Hard Gay! YaaaahooooooOOoooOooo!!!

*shaking his you-know-what*

or this

OH YEAH BABEH!


So Migu, when u feel hiao (horny) and nobody is there for you to molest, u can touch ur dudes all the time wtf. Scroll them! Make them move faster or slower LOL. Sounds so wrong knn. They are all trapped in this small space just for you. ( yalah u put them in urself)

Migu is also a very sentimental person, if she has this, she can listen to her La Vie En Rose all the day yo yo yo.


And Migu really said that MP3 players are stupid and cannot see hot dudes moving. LOL.


So, 16GB of hot dudes videos for you, happy or not?





P/s: Migu said that creativity is not really the main point in this contest, as long as we have fun insulting each other in a good way LOL.