一开始的不清楚,是摸不着混浊的心. 接着就会害怕然后逃避..
所以已拥有的,还没得到的,也会失去. 反反复复犯了一样的过错,卷入了感情汹涌的漩涡.


谁来指导我?

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Damn Suay

I don't even know where to start. Anyway, I decided to blog about it because something rare happened to me, which is get banged by a car. Actually not really banged, just the side mirror knocked my elbow. And you know what, the mirror broke, my elbow ok. So I don't know whether is I suay or the driver.

Then after that I called my mom and told her about it. She said that my recently suayness might be caused by some "dirty things" around me. ANYWAY I don't think a ghost will haunt me as my everyday routine is so boring, go college-->eat-->sleep-->play left 4 dead-->play auditionsea-->rush my assignments-->sleep-->wake up--> go college. So that's it. What kind of ghost who want to haunt me to see me killing zombies everday anyway.

Oh ya, did I mention about I went to the skin specialist to make sure my skin diok the disease I suspected? The doctor told me that is no cure for it ( which I already know, thanks to Robbie who is so kind to email and ways to prevent the allergy to me), then after I told my mom about it, she seems more depressed than me because I faced a lot bad lucks recently. I tell you now why I feel like this.

After the elbow-break-side mirror-accident, I called my mom. Then she tell me to do some ridiculous thing I never thought I will hear from her mouth. She started the conversation smartly, which is " Girl ar, I know a way to cure ur "fong mok" ( urticaria ), FREE one! And very very simple only. "

I hestitated awhile when I heard "FREE" word but after that she sounded too suspicious. So I ask her more, but she reluctant to tell me straight to the point. So, she tell me that I need a supportive actress for this SIMPLE THING. Then I answered her " omg? you want me to do "gongtao"(hexing) is it?" Then she said no, she heard from some Aunty in the coffee shop that it's a ritual that can cure my allergy and turn my luck around.

She asked me to sweep the floor outside my house, then collect the rubbish ( leaves, papers, blablabla) and burn it, then me and my supportive actress have to round the fire bon for 3 times and then jump over it. FML.

I said no because I'll be sued for open burning, and also the suayness might get me killed in the fire WTF. Then if people spotted use doing something like that, you know where we will end up in. The supportive actress have to carry the broom and walk somemore =.=". And if it really cured me maybe I should open a shop and sell broomsticks =.=. But to think more about it, it's free anyway, I might give a try when I feel that the suayness have reached its ultimate level.


So, who is the volunteer to be my supportive actress wtf?

Sunday, February 22, 2009

It's so hot.

About the weather in PJ went crazy recently, big heat in the morning - afternoon and thunder and rain in the evening. The hot and cold weather drives me crazy. :(



p/s : wo yao bao bao T_T
p/s: Ordered pizza last night to make sure I'm not allergy to cheese. And I'm fine after eating <3

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Dermographism

I suspect that I'm having this skin disorder, Dermographism, which I don't even know how to pronounce?

It all started when some mosquito-bite look alike rashes popping up randomly in my body. I don't really take notice as I thought that I've been bitten by some really huge mosquito wtf. Anyway then I started to pay more attention on the rashes, which is really look like mosquito bite, but after I scratched it, the whole area will be bumpy and red, then only I freaked out. The rashes will fade away in between 10 - 30 minutes so I don't really care.. Until one day I accidentally scratched my arms, and some super-long-line-rashes resemble the scratched area apppeared.

Then some really cool thing happen, I can write on my skin without any media. All I need to do is to write on my skin with my fingernail and in 2 minutes the letter appear! I read an article online stated that a woman had make this as an ART.

Wtf now I have a Plan B in case my carreer in the future went wrong, I can start to draw with my skin. =_="

Sigh. If anybody happen to know ways to help me, please email me. :(

Friday, February 13, 2009

How To



Erm the highlighted part stated " How to lose friends and alienate people" =.= Now I know we need to google to know this.





Happy Early Valentine to everybody =) Hearts.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Fixed

I can't believe that I managed to assemble all the computer parts myself zomg (actually with the help of Chekloo too). And the best thing is when I press the power switch, the computer itzalivezomg!!! Everything is cool except I'm too broke to buy even a mouse and keyboard, so I'm using the mouse from Ming Tat's friend, and San Peng's old keyboard. Better than nothing.

I'm craving for tom yam and kuih jiap. Sobz.



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Monday, February 9, 2009

Bye Bye Bluey.

I've been ignoring my blog for a very long time, as you can see the last post still stuck at HAPPY CNY =.=.

I'm currently in Kajang, freeloading at Chekloo's house again. SIGH. Her family is soooooo kind to keep me T_T and feed me. I had this annoying rashes popping up randomly on my body, then I went to see a doctor for this and he gave me this allergy pills. After I took the pills all I feel is drowsiness and I couldn't stop sleeping! The worst thing is my gastric attack is back and I lost my appetite ( but it didn't make me slim) and feel like vomiting all the time. Sigh. Am I suay or not?

I'm changing a new computer and I'm feeling guilty for this. My computer only like 2 years plus old but I have to find new love to replace her already. Yes it's a HER, her name is BLUEY. Holy mama. Anyway my mom will be glad to have it to play her games and blada dadada. My computer will hang when I'm on Photoshop assignments and all :(. It is very frustrating as you don't know when it will hang and I have to save my documents like 2 mins once. And it loaded super slow while saving and might hang during the saving process as well. I still love the old Bluey, it never lag when gaming. :(

I know my parents had took out quite a large sum of money for this, so I've been working on some part time to help. If you guys need any part timer, email me okay? =)