Rest In Peace

Just right after my grandpa's funeral, I read about the death of James.


Life is so unpredictable.
You will never know what happen next so treasure every moments in your life, big or small.


RIP.

My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

2 more months left for me to be in Penang. I don't feel like going back KL anymore.
Home, is such a good place to be at. I'm sure, I will, come back as often as I can
now even I'm back to KL.

Here I can find people to turn to when I'm down,
my mom and brother, who tease me whenever they can,
my dad, who watch and laugh when I started whining,
my friends, to laugh and cry with, be with me when I needed someone close to me.

Luckily there's still a Phoebe when I'm back there. :)

I will miss, everything here.

Jiu Huang Ye

Today me and my family dine at the Pizza Hut near our place, then it also happen to be the last day of the "9 Emperor Gods" and many people are sending the Gods off @@.

I guess I will only get to see this in Penang. =)
Anyway am too lazy to photoshop the 2 blur pics captured with my phone.

Lots of lights! <3

Life is but a walking shadow.

What I'm going to write now totally has no connection with the title above. I'm just too lazy to think of a title to match my posting and I write whatever come in my mind the first place. And, don't ask me why Shakespeare. I applaud him for the phrase "life is but a walking shadow" although he had creepy mustache. Ah, now I'm linking my post to the title.

There's NOTHING interesting happen to me. I'm bored. BORED. I'm staring at facebook time to time. Clicking "show 1 new post" after a few seconds. That's how bored I am. It's going to be end of October soon, November is coming, then December then is time for me to go back KL.

I really don't have the heart to go back KL yet. Although I know it's going to be better already because I'm staying with Phoebe :). I will miss everything here in Penang.Thanks to ZQ, I finally have the chance to tour all around Penang. He brought me to Bukit Genting the other day, I don't even know that the place existed FML. It's so cooling and pretty up there. I forgot to take photos so please go google the photos yourselves wtf. You can view beautiful sunsets from there. Seriously, I will get a nice camera someday and snap the scenes.

A lot of my friends registered for the Penang Bridge Run. I'm tempted to go, but you know, running isn't exactly my type of thing. LS said go "kap zhai" lol, ya can see a lot sweaty and sexy hot hunks there I guess. I feel like only tag along if Phoebe is there. =P Then it will be interesting.

Bye Bye Borders

Tomorrow will be my last day working as a Border's staff. This one month plus is quite an experience to me :). Get to know bunch of friends too, so kinda worth it. But I will still be continue working in Borders, =x just that not under Borders. I will be in Borders working at the iRiver stall. XD I choose to change because I had quite some freelances on hand and I will have time to complete them before deadline if I take the job.

Jo is back to Kampar. SOB. My entertainment, gone, kaput, HAIH. I will miss you Khoo Jo Lynn.

I need to go shopping.
I need to CUT MY HAIR ARGH.

Money please come to me.

Hard Rock Hotel Penang

Went to Hard Rock Hotel with ZQ the other day to see how it's like inside. There are so freaking many people there taking photos here and there, so we just walk around without taking any pictures * I stole the photos from an email Eileen sent me wtf *. The beach is just right behind the hotel. It's really pretty and that time there's some dudes playing guitar and singing on the stage :) So nice. My guitar skill is still super lousy.

The Rockers.

ZQ told me that there's swimming pool inside the hotel suite! The cost for one night is around my whole month's salary wtf. But I kinda hope that I will have the chance to experience staying in it for a night. :) Maybe some long long time in the future.

We went Faces for super late dinner. I've ordered a Michelle Yeoh =.=. The drinks name like Andy Lau, Jackie Chan and all haha. Not bad actually, I rarely dine at Tanjung Bungah area, far far away from my house.

Jo Lynn is now working at the iRiver stall in Borders, she is a real good entertainer LOL. Glad that I have at least one woman that can make me happy everyday wtf.

I should care less.

I got angry,
disappointed,
and cried.
Then I feel better.
Then I forgive.
And I forget.


This is what I do best, when people made me angry.
Sometimes it took me years, to forget. Because I cared too much. Then I learned my lessons and never got angry for a very very long time.

It's already one month, without him in my life now.
Still, everytime I think of him, every breath hurts.
I'm not angry.
But I couldn't feel any better.

I should care less.



孤单时，仍要守护心中的思念，
有阴影的地方，必定有光。 -几米

Earthquake

Read the news about tremors.
I experienced it years ago, when the first Tsunami stroke. My whole apartment is shaking like hell and me and my family just ran out of the building and watch in horror in case our house collapse.

If it happen again now, * choi! * the last thing I do while I live is playing facebook replying nonsense comments with Phoebe while rushing my works wtf miserable.

What will you do if the end of the world is coming?
Who will you want to be with?
Who is the last person in your mind?
Will you regret things that you should do but never did?

I feel sorry for all the victims who lost their loved one and homes in this disaster.
Jia you ba.

I won't want anything bad happen to you.
Although it's over already.

SCREAMMMMM.

I was so freaking busy! I keep go down KL this month, to settle all the stupid stuffs until I'm confused where am I. Seriously, it's like one day I'm in Sunway then the next day I'm at Queensbay, then the following week I'm at Sunway again. So tiring.

I was working non-stop!! Like, after Borders, I will be rushing for my freelances. Then offday sometimes I go part time at random places. I AM going to STOP all these shits on December and enjoy my life and rot to the fullest wtf.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHGHGHGHGHAGHG
HGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

OK NOW I FEEL BETTER.

给我自己的歌

by2 - 我知道

作词:于萱 作曲:于萱

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过娇纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流





928快乐
虽然已经无所谓了，

MidAutumnish

My friend bought this 3 little cutie mochi-mooncakes for me! I'm so happy!!! :) It's so adorable and they are still inside my fridge * I couldn't bear to eat them * My mom was jealous haha, because I won't allow anyone to touch/unpack/EAT them. This is the first time I received mooncake from someone! If you know me well, I'm not a big fan of mooncake, I only eat those "bing pi" mooncakes and I don't really like the fillings inside. I only like to eat the outer layer of the mooncake wtf such a waste. But then I like mochi a lot :P

Well as usual, I was busy working, at home or at Borders. I was self-learning guitar too. My fingers bruised wtf noob me. I gave up last time once because of the same reason, but this time I must not give up again, I hope.

Met up with Chekloo, MT, Gigo and Ya Hui today. We didn't get to visit Jossy because it's kinda late already when they arrived Penang. Jossy had left us for 3 years already.. Time flies.. Sometimes it feels so scary that time passed so quickly. And tomorrow will be Thursday again. Morning shift, yawn. I can't wait for Friday :) Had promised a friend to learn guitar with him =.=.. But I don't think we both can make it =.=.. since both of us have zero basic guitar skills lol. But I will be better than him LOL at least the theory part. I hope that it won't be raining on that day.

4 more days.. to the day that I once highly anticipated.. I guess it will be just like other ordinary day from now on.. Just how I wish things will be different than now. But it's ok. I will be OK. He will be too.

Move on, damn it.

Flu

WTF.

*keep sneezing*

END OF STORY.

BABAI.

I Did It Again.

Why I'm having my hopes up for things that are impossible to happen? And then I'm disappointed again. I'm a pro in hurting myself. I'm not the person in his heart, his life and soul. I've tried, really really hard to let go.. things turned against my wish again..

I'm working during my offday. Is it really pushed myself too hard?

BUSY DIE ME

Was really really busy for the past few days, I think I like this kind of life wtf. I think I'm a workaholic =__=, I like busy works than the easy one because nothing to do will bored me to death. It's fun going crazy with Oscar/Chyang/Other-Split-Personality-Brother =.=. And thanks Kenny again for guiding me when I'm blurrrrrrrrrr AGAIN. I broke 5 nails and had 3 papercuts. AIH.

I went to the beach last night, I never knew there's cafe at Batu Ferringhi there had seaside view =.=. Anyway, I really love the breeze! And the sound of the sea, soothed me down a lot a lot. I was really upset and could not eat. Zhu Bi Gueh brought me to this place and I ordered pancake and eat while counting sampans wtf and asked a lot of stupid questions. I never knew the pretty lights that are moving around in the sea are coming from a cruise. It's even more ridiculous when I young because I thought someone is drowning and flashed some lights so that people will notice and save them wtf. Zhu Bi Gueh said next time bring me go board a cruise and sabotage whatever I touched wtf. Then I went to the beach behind Paradise Hotel ( after we got lost for a few times) , played around for awhile :) There are so many stars!!! Super love!

While on our way back to his car we saw one car parked beside the roadside and I noticed that the driver is gone @@ So I kinda peeped a bit and I saw something that I should not be seeing LOL. Zhu Bi Gueh then make fun of me saying I'm a pervert go peep around couple doing stuffs T_T! BUT ALL I SAW IS SHADOWS MOVING! /arr I'm not a pervert T_T!

Anyway, thank you zbg for bringing me *I don't know why anybody who drived me will get lost* rounding the island and cheered me up. It's been a long time since I really hang out with all my friends, I'm waiting my women back from their hell and come back to me wtf.

Then I finally bought my Converse shoe today, freaking RM149 gone.

Anyway, working days did cheered me up a lot. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!